Monday, May 12, 2008
Hey dere evrione! im blogging again... Hehe.. My bitches kips complainin to me why i never update my blog! I haf no time la.. Hehe..! Now my life has been quite good with the people around me. Actually now den i realised that my kids were d one that meks me smile n gave me joy oll d time. I dun nid to hire a clown or a comedy man to makes me laugh,my kids can do better than dem.. Hehe..
When i started to realised it,it was wen i fought wid my husband tat particular day and my first son was beside me.After we fight,he left the house and meet his frens leaving me n his kids,without looking at them.
When he left,i started to cry n cry until when my first son,Rian,hugged me,and wiped my tears. I swear! I was so shocked to see him doing tat kos he's just cumin to 2 years old and he simply can understand oll dis pain that i suffer. That was d day that i realised. But after that,i came across to think bout my late dad,Masmawi Bin Samat.
I reali reali missed him so much. When he closed his eyes,i dun even noe until d 2nd day that he went away to leave me.Before he passed away,i kept dreaming bout him,dreamin bout mittin him,eatin durians wid him,until d day that i wokeup n my mum tell me,"Eh,bapak kau da mati". How cruel is she to say that. Im realli pissed off.I noe that my late father doesnt gif my mom money n susakan my mom alot but she is not supposed to say that.When i asked my mom wid tears wen did he passed away,she simply can read d Berita Harian at the same time tellin me,"Oh dua hari yang lepas"widout any feelings. I was so dissapointed. I don't even noe wers his kubor.My mum doesnt wans to tell me,d sad thing is,he din have the chance to meet his grandsons,doenst haf d chance to c me married. im sad.. Hais.. No one noes exactly how is my feelins rite now..
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Monday, March 31, 2008
hey dere readers.. after so long never had a chance to blog,so here am i again.. i fel really damn upset with my husband.. why so many times he must cheat on me! why has it got to do with my attitude.. i dont understand actually.. he tried to ruin our relarionship.. if he really loves me,he doesnt do stupid tings like dis.. biasela,lelaki.. 99% of them are liars but 1% of tjem are true to thier loved ones.. he told me that he wont do this things again to me but i tot he'll change but no.. he lied to me eversince he worked as an enforcement officr.. wad a big liar he is.. if today counted,this is my 3 days i never meet him or gone back to my house.. i never even get to c my kids.. i realli mish them alot.. i cant explain the feeling how my hard broke into piece,tillnow i had no one to tok to.... haiz..
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
Heppy 4years and 1 Month anniversary
&
Heppy 5 months wedding Anniversary...
Muhammad Farhan Bin Mohd Nor aka Kin.....
I swear that i love you from the bottom of my heart and its only you that is meant for me.. No one can ever replace you. Since you captured my heart on the 22/01/04, there are times that our relationship is rocky and there are times that our relationship are fine, but whatever outcomes i will always love you. You are the one that makes my life wonderfull n every second your not beside me,i feel alone.. kos wen ur dere, u always cheer me up in anyway..
My frens, just wanna tell you all that he is one loving husband n responsible father. There are times when it comes to misunderstanding part but it only last awhile. I love only him n he Loves only me. He's been there for me when im sick, feeling down.. This is the guy that cheered me up everytime.
Never even onced regret having our own sons. Im very happy.. I swear. This is the dream that i always wanted when i ferst know you,you taught me the meaning of life, love, and pain. Whatever happens between the both of us, i just wans you to know that I love you, Will olways love you An dforever loving you till i shut my eyes..
Happy valentines day hubby!
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
bloggin again.. so long la seii never blog.. wahaha.. sorry la ifah,(cian die,aru nk tgk blog aku but no update.. bluekz!)
I wanna tell u oll ni about my stupid job interviu fer d past brape daes.. wtf!
haha.. i wakeup early in da mawnin juz to find werk ckup tym yg dekat tk dapat,
yang jaoh nk mampos dapat..
siak kan.. haha! wen interviu wid my kuzzie, kak aisha.. i cannot go out wid her la..
she damn funny sia.. haha.. in d train we laugh like wad like tat.. (cm bapak kiterr nye train gitu)! haha!
k.aisha: wahyu,kau tgk org depan kau tu muker cm saper?
me: saper seii..
k.aisha: tgkla betol2.. cepat..! (giggling!)
me: i dunnoe la hu!
k.aisha: (was laughin coverin her mouth) kau ni apela.. kau tgk citerr borat? muker die same kn kn kn.. hahahaha!
me: eesh!(was laughing n gigglin.tears cumin out) stop it sakk.. kiter pt dlm train tau skrg!
k2 we alight at j.east koz we heading to aljunied fer my interviu.. haha! The "borat" man was staring at us seii.. hhmph! den look at us onli laugh..(tk tau per kiter nga ktwekan kau,bodo nyerr borat)! hahaha!
After alightin at aljunied, we muz cross again by the overhead bridge.. ahakz! d interviuer told us to take d buz 100 but we insist of taking cab.. so lazy sia to take bus.. so many people sumore..
me: Uncle,go to Joo Seng Warehouse ah..
Taxi Driver: huh? joo seng warehouse? wad is d adress.. i dunoe wer to go..
me: oh ya ya,sorry ah uncle. umm,upper aljunied link blk a..
Taxi Driver: ohk..
While in d taxi,kak aisha was laughin at me fer being so stupid sia...
after reachin the place,we went to ask the security wers d place..
he showed us the way... Arrivin at the place,it was so damn creepy.. i dunnoe wer to walk.. it says on d sign der put, "press bell".. But wen i pressed,no sound.. (shit! i've been punked! haha) k2 den der is dis man kelua from toilet so i told him tat i have an interview.. so he was like saying.. "oh,u got interviu ah? u go in n go knock d door dere later got people comeout". Den i was like "ohok.. thanks..". But actually i dunnoe.. So wen i walk towerds d door, a woman cameout wid a shocked face..
woman: yes?
me: oh ya, i came down for an interviu..
woman: ohok,comein n have a seat over here.. this is d pen.. finished writing passed it to me..
me: alright
After writing, she went in an interviu me.. This is wad d woman says..
woman: ohok, so ur name is wahyu neng tias.. wad shud i kol u? neng tias?
me: (mother fucker! are u goin to interviu me or asked my name huh?) oh, just cal me ayu..
woman: oh k.. so ur married.. i c.. young mother ya...
me: ya, young mother,gud to marry earlier.. later old got wrinkles.. haha!
woman: haha! ohok,so ur appling for data entry clerk right?
me: ya,of course..
woman: ohk basically wad we do here is tat, we type in data from dis shipment..... blablabla..
me: (i dun understand wad is dis girl tokin,but pretending to understand by nodding)
woman: understand? so wen can u strt werk..
me: ya,i understand.. immediate la..
woman: ohok so u start on next monday,possible?
me: ok sure..
woman: ohk so i'll c u on monday ya.. tanks..
Haiyo,toking wid her like i understand like dat. She say i must do admin n account olso fer d company.. She stupid or wad.. admin can la.. account i die liow.. ahakz! After tat tiring day,we evengtually went home.. n Sleep.... ZZZZZzzzZZZZ...
Till now.......
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
hey dere... its 12.42 in da mawnin.. chet! n i cant even close my eyes.. hmm... oh ya.. i wanna tanks to my gf, ifah darla, fer putiing her time editin my blog!! tankiu so much sayang.. hehe!
Actually if i noe i wanna do it myself, but i dunoe.. haha! i dun wanna to mess my blog again wid my stupid html ting. hehe..
hubby now at dbl o... never bawak me along.. kanasai him.. hehe! no la.. takkan la die zalim na.. i let him go by himself wid acit.. biala die shuffle sampai kaki pata..
nnyaahaha!! lagipon dbl o is soo damn borin fer me oreadi. like noting oreadi seii..
bluek! nk go joget tmpat lain uh in my dreamz!! haha! he degil one u noe. tomorrow working morning shift sumore can go back early2 eh.. notty la dis boii.. wee.
oooh ooh!! sounds like my ferst prince cryin...
n he's awake oreadi.. hehe... so cute la his face baru bangon.. bushhuk!
(eyy rian,skg da 12plus tau not morning yet,asal bangon nie! notti ehh! g sleep alik)!
ala,takkan la aru bangon nk ksi tido alik.. aku ni pon... haha!
now he's drinking his milk.. keke! so funny seii...
he drinkin milk uh so fast one tau.. sumore humming lagi.. chet...
keke! but good la he never disterb me.. ala he noe wan la tat im bloggin..
mane ade die kcau mummy die late night.. hehe! (jng di tego, nant die kacau aru tau!)
eesshh! die takkan kacau nyer.. he good boi one.. but c his mood la.. if ok,ok..
if ko, means.. d house will tern upside down......
k la.. till now.. haha!
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Halo2.. im bek wid my stupid things.. juz now i go to my momma's place to
take my makeup that i order from "Avon".. Bought this "avon" blusher, and soft matte foundation.
Wee.. so damn heppi mummy pay fer me.. yaay! i waited fer so long fer dis makeup..
huahuahua!
but i go to momma place wid rian n arin.. so tired bringin dem..
but ade dorang best tao.. dey make my day.. weee....
After reachin dere, i follow my mummy go ntuc(of course i bring rian n arin along), chet!
hehe! we shop at the ntuc buying their pampers n nestum.. haha!
but i tell u,mother fucking place was so damn crowded wid oll d nyonya n aunties..
walau weii,i got so stressed up n damn angry.. my mood was up n down..
nyahaha!
wad a dae man.. but was boring oso, koz hubby was not dere.. (tsk,tsk,tsk)
but neva mind...
......i had a great day dere at teck whye......
till now... signing off: lady ayumie
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Monday, February 4, 2008
on d 31st of jan,me n kin went to shoopiin!!!
yay! shoppin spree time everione!(pat ni aku suke.. hehe) Accompany hubby ferst g baya installment moto die pastu g baya bill hp at singapore post at westmall.. (tu pon pnat tau). After tat,we went to this moto shop.. people call it "kedai ah boy".. it was really the name.. haha! chet! funny rite.. haha.. k2 i noe..(stop it ayu..back tot he topic plss)! we went dere just to but tuti oil fer hubby kin moto bike.. it costs 30 bucks u noe.. walau weii.. so d expensive liao... never mine.. not my money oso mah.. ahakz! after buyin we went ti this arai helmet agent shop at serangoon dere tot we wana buy dis couple shert la,but we come so far dey say no more stock?! wtf sia! so tiring! haven eat sumore u noe!!
K dats it,off to shop my things at bugis.. umm.. wile walkin at bencoolen uh wid hubby,at d centre of that area it shows d chinese horoscope thing.. got monkey,horse n so on la....
me: pa,ma punye is horse tau.. den u?
kin: ape ma horse? ma nye babi la.. haha
me: eyy,ape babi. pa uh babi seii.. ckp org...
blablabla... n wile walkin i saw dis cute little gerl walkin beside wid hubby kin,but d second tym i wana c her,she's gone.. aik? mane die pegi.. funny... i keep on lookin bhind..(mane tau die nak main cak-cak ngan aku) haha!but realli,die takde.. so i buat bodo la..
k wile walkin at this bugis village,i walk2 but den dunnoe wad to buy.. we,wid our tired face,eeww like shit sia.. haha! but i managed to buy a vest which cost 10 bux.. haha! my fren buy 30plus.. stupid! haha! den after dat,we go to this dress shop.. d black tube short dress is so short n nice + elegant dat it caught my eye.. but hubby saw not nice.. hhmph! he choze fer me dis blue dress,short oso,but nice.. d colour is elegant.. so after trying many different colours of d same pattern(haha!),i choz d blue dress.. yay! so hepi.. tankiu hubby.. waakaka!
at dere oso got dis couple moto shert tat we lookin fer.. got many size n pattern..
but funny u noe.. wen i like d pattern,no size.. wen d size haf i dun like d pattern.. after about 45mins at the shop doinn notin juz testin baju(keke,so lame) we juz left the shop juz ike tat.. d sales girl face like taik.. huahuahua! kk ferget bout tat stupid salesgerl, after tat we went off to j.point..
Hubby buy his wallet dere at his all time favourite shop,"Wallet Shop".. haha! but cant deny,his wallet is nice(tgk ah saper pilihkan)..Den we went off to the interchange wanna buy cupboard! we choz d sliding wardrobe,its walnut in colour!
k head off to vivo now!! weee... wad a day man.. haha! we bought fer rian n arin clothes from pumpkin patch!! walau weii.. oso veri d mahal.. hhmph! but never mine... fer our kids oso! rite ayu? haha.. den after tat we go n eat at ljs,i haf no appetite to eat oreadi koz my perot masok angin oreadi.. hehe! but oni eat d fries.. so sedapp....
haiya... so tired on tat tay... but we had an enjoyable tym together thoug.. wid us not enuf sleep.. nyahaha! k la.. till now!
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