Glamour Bitch

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hey dere evrione! im blogging again... Hehe.. My bitches kips complainin to me why i never update my blog! I haf no time la.. Hehe..! Now my life has been quite good with the people around me. Actually now den i realised that my kids were d one that meks me smile n gave me joy oll d time. I dun nid to hire a clown or a comedy man to makes me laugh,my kids can do better than dem.. Hehe..
When i started to realised it,it was wen i fought wid my husband tat particular day and my first son was beside me.After we fight,he left the house and meet his frens leaving me n his kids,without looking at them.
When he left,i started to cry n cry until when my first son,Rian,hugged me,and wiped my tears. I swear! I was so shocked to see him doing tat kos he's just cumin to 2 years old and he simply can understand oll dis pain that i suffer. That was d day that i realised. But after that,i came across to think bout my late dad,Masmawi Bin Samat.
I reali reali missed him so much. When he closed his eyes,i dun even noe until d 2nd day that he went away to leave me.Before he passed away,i kept dreaming bout him,dreamin bout mittin him,eatin durians wid him,until d day that i wokeup n my mum tell me,"Eh,bapak kau da mati". How cruel is she to say that. Im realli pissed off.I noe that my late father doesnt gif my mom money n susakan my mom alot but she is not supposed to say that.When i asked my mom wid tears wen did he passed away,she simply can read d Berita Harian at the same time tellin me,"Oh dua hari yang lepas"widout any feelings. I was so dissapointed. I don't even noe wers his kubor.My mum doesnt wans to tell me,d sad thing is,he din have the chance to meet his grandsons,doenst haf d chance to c me married. im sad.. Hais.. No one noes exactly how is my feelins rite now..

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